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seriously, i don't get the friggin point why i get up everyday.

meh.

i don't know lah.

i mean, i've never actually suceeded with anything in life before.

everytime i try, and i fail.

and i have to smile at others and pretend it's all okay, there's always next time.
but i'm really not okay.

like anyone, i want to succeed, and i DO try.

but somehow it's just not enough.

i've never done well in my studies, never had a friendship that i can really really trust, and never had someone really love me before.

and everytime i have to say i'm okay.

i know my friends will listen to me and comfort me but i feel really useless when i tell them.

i don't know what to do, and i don't want to try anymore.

seriously, i don't get the friggin point why i get up everyday.

meh.

i don't know lah.

i mean, i've never actually suceeded with anything in life before.

everytime i try, and i fail.

and i have to smile at others and pretend it's all okay, there's always next time.
but i'm really not okay.

like anyone, i want to succeed, and i DO try.

but somehow it's just not enough.

i've never done well in my studies, never had a friendship that i can really really trust, and never had someone really love me before.

and everytime i have to say i'm okay.

i know my friends will listen to me and comfort me but i feel really useless when i tell them.

i don't know what to do, and i don't want to try anymore.